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Guys. I NEED YOUR HELP. I'M SPAZZING. NOT OUT OF HAPPINESS, BUT... *DISGUST*


Okay. A guy somehow gets my number and starts telling me how "Good he is".

He said

" Hey, I'm someone from your class and there are rumors that I "like" you. But you know what ? I don't. In fact, I'm too good for you."

MY RESPONSE:

WHAT THE HELL ?!!! Who is this nut?

So I reply: Who are you ? A stalker ?

He says: No, stupid. I mean, cupid.

MY RESPONSE:
I roll my eyes at his LAME LAME LAME cover up attempt.

In the end, I find out that he is THE most ANNOYING and OBNOXIOUS guy like WHOA in my class. REALLY. Usually, I don't judge people, but REALLY. 99% of the entire classroom hates him.

He's unattractive ( yes, but I wouldn't mind his looks if HE were a TAD NICER !!)

He's unpopular. VERY UNPOPULAR.
( due to his TRASH-TALK. This is NOT my own opinion)

He's always making egoistical comments, like

" Everyone here is dumb"
"I am super-cool"

I HATE HIM MYSELF. I HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE, BUT NOOO.... HIS STUPID AND IMMATURE attitude won't let me.

Okay. Fine. So I ignore him. Personally, I pity him. I think he's misunderstood. I know he's lonely. And that he's craving for attention. I just wish he'd realize that he'd better shape up and act properly for Heaven's sake, if he wants people to like him. Unlike my other friends and classmates, I treat him...neutrally. I don't purposely frown at him or make bad comments.

He takes my different treatment as a sign that I "like" him.

UGH. EEW. NO. *dies*

Anyway, he apologized and told me he wants to be friends. I agreed, for I...just don't have the heart to ignore him. Am I being stupid here ? Am I letting him on by agreeing to be friends with him ?

He says that he wants to "get to know me" and that I'm attractive ".

Oookay. I feel flattered. But disgusted.

I really don't like him. I told him, I am not interested in him.

He says "Fine. Just friends."

But do friends call each other " Gorgeous ?" Duude...

I don't know what to do. I really don't. ARGH.

Give me your comments people, I need everyone to help! This is my FIRST time in a situation like this !


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I don't usually do journals, but I think it's high time I wrote something in this damned thing. XD

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From the Introvert's POV
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In real life, I am something of an introvert. Which means, I don't go out much, I dislike crowded areas, and I rarely speak. This is NOT to say I am a cold fish, I still TRY to talk and GET interested in what everday beings are talking about. I smile, I laugh, I respond.
The problem is, I just am not interested in, well, normal things. Being the EMOTARD I am, I just find myself too different from my happy, preppy friends.

I am shy. People say, "Just GO and TALK", but it's not easy. Pathetic, yes, but true. You can't just push me into a crowd and say, " OKAY, MINGLE!!"

It doesn't work like that.

There are many people I don't click with, but when I do find someone I can talk to, boy do I know what to say. Is there something wrong with me ?

People who don't know me, might think I'm odd, boring, weird. Introverts are sadly judged like that most of the time.

Scrape a little deeper, and I am an entirely different person.

I watch how extroverts interact, how they just go. My heart aches and I wish, I wish, and I wish, I could be like that someday.

Don't give up yet on me. Perhaps one day, I'll be more a rose, and less a shrinking violet.

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ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! D.A CRASHED ON ME !

I TYPED A REALLY LONG MUSIC DESCRIPTION HERE AND NOW IT'S GONE !!!!

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*dies*

An oddity. Random. Love
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Thanks and Goodbye !


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*The title above is just a ploy to grab attention, and has nothing to do with the real content of this journal. Sorry to dissapoint* ^^
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Old account ( but not abandoned):

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GEMINI'S HOROSCOPE
This week...you've got some fences to mend. Last week's depression may have left others cold with you, but this is your chance to win em back !

Lucky No: 10

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FEATURED DEVIANT:

wonderfully unique style of drawing, I would describe it as 'celtic-ish' ( hope she isn't offended ) she's also a great person...very sweet and generous with comments. go check her out ! She's got the cutest lil fights happening with her own comic book characters, and is often sparring with Dethay ( her comic book character )...

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TEH ANGSTY RANT : ( Oh, horror... )

Yes, it is true that I was feeling a bit down on the weather for the last 2 weeks...I couldn't keep up with myself...I wanted to study hard...exercise...and practice my piano all in one day..but...arghh....been feeling tired and fatigue-ish.
No matter !!! THIS WEEK WILL BE DIFFERENT !I WILL OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES ! RAWR!!

Got a new nickname too by my friends... the Silent Predator... ( huh? )
Here's another one : Class Artist...awww... ^^

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This Week's Mission: Renewal Statement

I... will...

-Study 4 subjects a day with all my heart ( including Fri, Sat, and Sun!)
-Drink 5 glasses of water ( cold and hot)
-Eat a lot less
-Exercise
-Play the piano!!
-Pray to God every night !!
-come to deviantart only on weekends ( oh, it WILL be hard)
-draw only AFTER I've finished studying
-Try not to feel so down and emo-ish at school

RAWRRRRR! Feel my dorky passion on the raod to success and respect !!
(end of mad rant)
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oohkay...tagged by

Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours....

1. I went without a bath for 2 consecutive days....bathing at 2.am so I could 'overlap' my baths. Such is the dialogue between me and my parents

Mom: Did you bathe today ?
Me;Yup
Mom: When ?!
Me: This morning ?
Mom: YOu mean 2 a.m ?
Me: Yea, still counts as 'this' morning, right ?
Mom: ( goes on to explain what bacteria can do to your private parts )

2. I start slapping my forehead randomly for no reason.. ( garnering strange looks)

3. I randomly ball up my fists and thrust them to the air, or show ppl a 'peace' sign...

4. I was fascinated by my own snot once.. ( eeeeeeeeew )

5. I slept in my bathtub, and I read in the toilet...haha the toilet is my second home.

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sorry guys...yes you are spared... ^^

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THANKS ALL THE WONDERFUL PPL WHO REWATCHED ME ! ^^ I LOVE YOU ALL !

Bye bye, thanks for reading.
Have a pleasant week, everybody!
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