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is grappling to find her dreams  

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How I look like.

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 7, 2007, 7:32 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Falling Out - Relient K
  • Reading: Supposed TO READ HISTORY !!!! ARGGH
  • Watching: My life unfold
  • Playing: spit
  • Eating: up all my sorrows
  • Drinking: soya
Change is good. Life could be better.


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1. I think Im a bit more open now. I still feel detached from the rest of the world sometimes, but I hope that Ill slowly be able to gain
( more) acceptance and awknowledgement without faking who I am, who I want to be. Today I could laugh and chat with my so called "popular" friends and not feel totally cut off. Strange. But nice. They're just a little closer to home this time. Just a little.

2. I got hit on ! XD I was doing sport check today as a prefect and some pervy but cute guy asked me to check his body again if I'd like to. ( blushes sooo red and sinks into a hole )

3. I still have dicipline problems arghh! Said I wanted to go on a diet, but failed. XD. Said I wanted to read History today. Failed !

4. All the guys I tend to have a soft spot for, or a blatant crush for, somehow tend to be unreachable. It's official, sigh. There's this guy whom initially was this cute, free-spirited dude with a huge laugh, and he kinda charmed so many girls unwittingly.... ( he even does yaoi fanservice: hugging other guys XD ) Then he mixed with the jocks of the school. And somehow became more and more distant..... My friend has been chasing and eyeing him, AND TODAY, he repriocated her feelings. As I watched from afar. ( This is going to sound like a sappy love movie )And I...well, feel happy for her, and I well... will again move on and pretend I never felt anything for this guy. I just... don't get love. I'm not the type of girl who will get all giggly over high school romances, I'm not the kind of girl who's name gets frequently mentioned as a love interest. So, I guess, that's why I've always doubted my own attractiveness. So, that's why, I guess, I've never tried. Chasing after guys. So that's why, everytime I get a crush, I try forgetting about it, because, I well, will always think I'd never stand a chance. Someday, Im gonna post my picture on D.A when I've gotten over my little "Im not attractive" phase, lol. Sorry for the emo-ness.

I wonder, do any of you guys ever envison how I might look like ? Or am I just a nameless blurb with the name "orioke" @ "bamboo-chopsticks" ?

For example, when I think of I think of a girl with brown hair. When I think of I had the impression of a girl with short hair. When I think of I had the impression of a slim, perky girl with glasses XD. When i think of I think of an Indian looking boy with tanned skin. How close am I ? XD

5. NARUTO FILLERS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER !! 5 FEB, AND WE GET TO SEE THEM GROW UP !!!! ARAAAA!!!

Whew, just needeD to spam.

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THE REAL 5.

5. I have Photoshop but I have no FREAKING clue on how to work it. SD.

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I think Im losing confidence in my art, sigh. I look atthe absolutely amazing artists on D.A and feel so small. I MUST IMPROVE ! XD

God. Her art is soooooo beautiful it makes me cry.

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So long peeps ! I miss everyone and I apologize for not being able to comment much on deviations. Beinga pure Science student means busy busy busy.

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I love God and I love all my buddies on D.A ! XD



*GROUP HUG*

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 15....very old... haha
  • Current Residence: in a cardboard box
  • Interests: usual boring stuff....anime, eating, drawing, reading ghost stories, music...bwahahaha
  • Favourite movie: Beautiful Boxer...I think
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many
  • Favourite genre of music: zen-like/contemporary/J-POP/ROCK/PUNK/ too many...
  • Favourite artist: masashi kishimoto, tite kubo, Matsaru Gosobu, Michelangelo, lol
  • Favourite poet or writer: aww...roald dahl...and many others... ^^
  • Favourite photographer: photographers with soul
  • Favourite style of art: eh...what ?
  • Shell of choice: Seashell....
  • Skin of choice: human skin....
  • Favourite game: Narutimatte Hero Series PS2
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Jin, Ishida, Shikamaru, Kon...a lot-lah...
  • Personal Quote: I left my heart in the window
  • Tools of the Trade: I bow to the paper and pencil...

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Devious Comments

~jezebilo:iconjezebilo: Apr 12, 2008, 6:39:06 AM
masa' cuma dua
aaahhhh
ble'eh ni
wakakkakkakaak!

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~SereneSilverStar:iconSereneSilverStar: Apr 3, 2008, 9:46:19 PM
i really like the colors you use, nice style. it's quite impressionistic. ^_^

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~ambientdream:iconambientdream: Nov 6, 2007, 5:08:08 PM
Thank you for coming to my page even its already 35 weeks ago! :D

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~Teennoei:iconTeennoei: Oct 6, 2007, 9:09:58 AM
You have such beautiful gallery*w*

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~Layjin-Nailo:iconLayjin-Nailo: Apr 12, 2007, 4:24:49 PM
most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I



received this



letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and



within a



week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,



this

really



works!!!!











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1. To yourself, say the name of the only



guy or girl you wanna be with 3



times!











*************************************************************











2. Think of something you wanna accomplish



within the next week and say it to your self

6



times!!











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3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to



yourself 9 times!!!








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4. Think of something that you want to happen



between you and that 1special person and say



it to your self 12

times!!!












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5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as



you scroll down focus and



concentrate on it and think on nothing



else but that wish.











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Now make one last &final wish about that one wish

that you picked.







After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people,



and what



you wished for will come true within in one week!







u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your



crush!!!



























































Keep going

down



























Keep going







































Keep

going








































!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!











Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was



your last chance. Now pay very close attention this important



message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda



chain



letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1863

and



if you



break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing



these



stories.







First Example:



Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl,



up till she got this same chain letter. She had a crush on the same



kid



since kindergarden. when she got this mail she didn't pay any



attention to



it. She just thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her



dad



got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent



the



letter none of that would have happened and her mom

would be alive.







Second Example:



Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average



nerd. Had glasses, was short and chubby, was in gifted. All the



signs of



your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51



people in



the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd



grade. The



next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for



him ever



since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out,



and of



course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew

up



and



married each other to live happily forever.







Third Example:



Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll



get ya hooked. Listen to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just



getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that



popular but



not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he had mail from his



friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart



kid and



he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled



a few



friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day,

about



that



same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!



then his



dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him



Nintendo64 and



play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best



friend



gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and



Limp



Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was



goin' wild!



the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been



going out



ever since.







Now, you heard the stories. I know

which person i'd rather



be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but



thats



only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go



out with



that special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you



send



this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love



life.....forever!!!!!



10 people- your crush will say they like you as a



friend......ONLY!!!!!



15 people- your crush will say they like you



20 people- your crush will ask you out!



25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



30 people - Your crush

will have sex with you



35 people or more- All of the above!!



Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have



everything u wanted, and more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any



friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go



in a



chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the



catch.....you only



have one hour to send it after being read. Please pass this to



everyone you.. know
and u cant send it baq to me
u don't have to do it! ^^

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~Myrhini:iconMyrhini: Feb 9, 2007, 4:57:10 AM
Thank you for the :+fav: and watch!!! :+devwatch:

:heart:


^o^ Ja ne!!

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My Fotolog: [link]

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~samisi:iconsamisi: Feb 7, 2007, 8:05:11 AM
Thank you so much fir the gracious favvies:hug: 'Tis much appreciated<3

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~Prairis:iconPrairis: Jan 28, 2007, 8:09:01 AM
hey there! thanks for the watch! :D
~juststupid:iconjuststupid: Jan 25, 2007, 7:31:26 AM
thank you for the fave:love:

:hug:

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~propellen:iconpropellen: Jan 23, 2007, 9:39:35 AM
thank you so much for the fav! :D

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*dokisoradoki:icondokisoradoki: Jan 23, 2007, 6:58:54 AM
Hehe, you're welcome! ^^ Waaai, thanks for visiting the website nee! <3 Heee, we're currently in the middle of redesigning the website layout, so PoC is on hold at the moment~ But, I'll get right on it soon! XD

Huhahaha, veeery slashable eh? ;D I admit, I can't draw manga without even the slightest hint of slash ngahaha! *gets whacked by other members* LOL, but really, I don't mind at all~ ^___^ *BL fan here*

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*dokisoradoki:icondokisoradoki: Jan 22, 2007, 11:20:15 PM
*runs in and tackles hard* XDDD

Thank you very much for the watch~ ^^ I really appreciate it~ :hug: Devil Sonata is a collab between me and ~nox-witchblade, but she's the artist for it~ ^___^ I'm currently the artist for Portrait of Covet on our website~

Anyway, thank you for your support! ^^ I can't draw crud when I was 15, so I'm sure you'll be great! <333 Hope you don't mind me watching you as well~ :3

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~KaikiFreAk:iconKaikiFreAk: Jan 21, 2007, 3:19:07 AM
waaah!! Thank for the fav XD :hug:

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=VashTastic:iconVashTastic: Jan 20, 2007, 8:42:37 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:! I appreciate it! ^___^

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~Nikki-Aino:iconNikki-Aino: Jan 19, 2007, 6:38:15 AM
Thanks for the +fav~!

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~the-true-Freya:iconthe-true-Freya: Jan 13, 2007, 5:35:08 AM
u better read this!!!! PLEASE

DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good idea]

DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY


here just do it


most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received this letter
from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and within a week,
everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,

this

really

works!!!!



*************************************************************




1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with 3 times!




*************************************************************




2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say it to
your self 6 times!!




~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!



-----------------------------------------------------------------------



4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that 1special
person and say it to your self 12 times!!!


--------------------------------------------------------------------



5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you scroll down
focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that wish.


* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



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* *



* *



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* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *



* *







Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.


After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and what you
wished for will come true within in one week!


u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
crush!!















Keep going

down
















Keep going


















Keep

going













!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now pay very
close attention to this important message!



Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda chain letters
that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and if you break this
chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing these stories.


First Example:

Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this same
chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden. when she got
this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just thought, no big deal. And
deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and her mom dies in a car crash. If
she would have sent the letter none of that would have happened and her mom
would be alive.



Second Example:

Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was short and
chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since 3rd grade.
The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her love for him ever
since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to ask her out, and of
course, she had been waiting to yes to that for years. They grew up and
married each other to live happily forever.



Third Example:

Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen to this.
A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check his mail. He was a
quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he was just normal. He saw he
had mail from his friend. It was this exact letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a
smart kid and he knew what could happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled
a few friends from his buddy list and sent it along. The next day, about that
same time, he got a phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him Nintendo64
and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and his best friend
gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp Bizkit!
Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin' wild! the next day
his secret crush asked him out, and they have been going out ever since.


Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats only me.
We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out withthat special
somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you send this to-



1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!


10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend...... ONLY!!!!!


15 people- your crush will say they like you


20 people- your crush will ask you out!


25 people- your crush will kiss you!!


30 people - Your crush will have sex with you


35 people or more- All of the above!!

REPOST AS ....
OMG .....
YOULL NEVER GUESS WHAT
READ THIS
..ECT

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=hellobaby:iconhellobaby: Jan 9, 2007, 12:35:56 AM
lovely gallery, u r cool in ur 15

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~Chingaruna:iconChingaruna: Dec 21, 2006, 12:41:58 PM
hi if you get this then your one of my best friends

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send this to your friends and if they send it back there your truest friend,get 12 and your loved^^

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Alternative name(You can called mein these names):
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2.Chingaruna
3.Chingaez
~CandyGirl1986:iconCandyGirl1986: Dec 21, 2006, 7:53:13 AM
thanks for the fave on butterfly

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~AlHambra:iconAlHambra: Dec 14, 2006, 5:49:37 PM
Thank you very much for the fav!
~samisi:iconsamisi: Dec 6, 2006, 2:30:48 PM
Thank you so much for the two gracious favvies! :bow:

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~yondaime-sama:iconyondaime-sama: Dec 6, 2006, 8:55:27 AM
Thank you for the :+fav:!
~bamboo-chopsticks:iconbamboo-chopsticks: Dec 5, 2006, 11:14:19 PM
whee ?

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~bamboo-chopsticks:iconbamboo-chopsticks: Dec 5, 2006, 11:13:11 PM
testing siomething out

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~Ninja-G33k:iconNinja-G33k: Dec 4, 2006, 12:52:02 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks muchly for the friending!

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